If you can’t answer “what do I want?”. Then how do you know what you should do?
You are obviously not satisfied and wants to do something.
Get the answer.
Imagine yourself in a position where you have total freedom.
Time, money and location.
If you had that, what would you do?
There is your answer.
The real question is, what do you do to get there?
You start prioritizing it and you don’t quit. That’s how you get there.
If you never put time into it, you never get there.
Your answer to “what do I want?” shouldn’t be in your focus. That’s the reward. Your focus should be on the journey.
How do you get there?